ON FIRE

It is rather funny that I feel almost stressed. I have made myself a list of things I need to do every day so I don't fall into laziness and even though the things I have written down are not even close to a matter of life and death, I feel like I have to finish it all.

I have time, so much time. I am not going outside for two weeks and yet I feel I need to finish all my projects as soon as possible. I guess that is just my personality. Finish what I've started.

In reality, I have nothing to stress about. At the moment I just have one thing I have to deliver before the deadline and the rest is just garbage I have forced on myself just to have something to do. It is interesting to see how my mind works, how dedicated I am towards my self made tasks. I think I need this little pressure to actually get shit done.

One of the points on my list is to blog and now I can cross that off. That feeling is so great so even though this is a completely pointless article about nothing I have done it. I have practiced my writing and that is what it is all about.